Today Gamma is three weeks old. Compared to the three weeks before his birth, these weeks have gone by so fast. Husband is returning to work on Monday so this week I am trying to prepare for that. 

The past week Eric's behavior has been awful. Yesterday I had a conference with his teacher. He is learning a lot and doing so much better with his school work, his behavior gets in the way. He deliberately does not follow directions. I spend as much time with him as I can. Sometimes I just don't know what to do with him. I love him so much, but with almost no sleep I get easily frustrated. 

My goal right now is to be more active in my playgroup. The past few months I have been miserable and just stayed home. I am going to make an effort to get out of the house. With no family and hardly any friends in the area, the playgroup is a pretty good option. I hope this playgroup turns out to be better then the ones I have tried in the past.