I am having a bad day today. And Gamma has hardly cried at all. The organizer of my playgroup closed it down. All my friends are moving. I am alone all day with kids and then Husband comes home and ignores me. I have no one to talk to. I miss taking a shower by myself. 

I feel like I will never make friends and never have anyone to talk to. Being an adult is hard. Being a SAHM is lonely.