After two years of nagging, husbandface finally helped me figure out our camcorder to share our videos. So I put them on youtube and watched them over and over. It brought tears to my eyes. The memories of my babies. How fast they grow.

Since the majority of the videos are Lily's babyhood, it brought back so many feelings. I cried because I feel like I missed her whole first year. I am so glad I have those videos. I was so wrapped up in the darkness of Post Partum Depression, I didn't take the time to look at her and say, "you are my baby girl." Now I have a toddler. Who is beautiful and smart and funny.

And her nap is over so I have to go play with her. Hehe.